Simple or plain things

My closest friend out of WCA is Luca, I guess. I grew up in his house for most of my baby years. We also boarded together in the city during elementary. Thinking about it, he's the only guy I've been close to and have known for this long. Now, if we were to ask Luca, I wonder what he'd answer: Me or Jan? >:] hihihi

Its Eckheart Creak

So I had a dream (not really, but I'll represent).

All the 12 original veterans, including Erily and them, we were in "Artemis". It looked really pretty and full of light! I do not remember Artemis looking that way, but it was real pretty so whatevs. Anyway, there were flowers, and statues and some sort of old-looking technology here and there..... sort of like an abandoned lab tech place thing with over-grown plants here and there.

So yeah, there we all were, trying to escape. We've been trapped by this robotic evil figure. It's a time-pressured situation which really irked me. It's like, we have to do a bunch of things but the moon is chasing us, and if it catches up it'll be pitch dark which means we can't see or do a thing. So we have to always be in the light of the sun. It was scary, like, we were in a sunny place but we could see the shadows of the moon nearing and we know we have to hurry up and run away again. It's fast, by the way, the movement of the sun and moon. 

By the end of it all, the robotic evil figure gives as this riddle, I think it went something like "flesh and bones, thin...something something", alright so I forgot the actual question, but it had "bones" and "flesh" and "thin" in it! It was a short, concise riddle and none of us knew the answer. And the time was ticking! 

But just as the time was about to finish, Me? Erily? and a girl, can't remember, the three of us resorted to look it up on our ever technological and informational phones (why didn't anyone think of this from the start right?), and the answer, according to Erily(?)'s phone was "Its Eckheart Creep". Or "Its Eckheart Creak", not so sure. I but I remember an 'e' and an 'a' beside each other, ending with a 'p'.... but "Creap" isn't a word, now is it? So yeah.

In my haste to type down the answer, I spelled it wrong. (which is maybe why I remember seeing 'Creap'!) and so dooming us all (good going,LEi!). 

I woke up after that feeling really irritated and sad. :(

Blogtheme

I like pretty eyes, and colours that are lively and captivating. Which is why I like orange. I guess I like Otto and Nigel.

would it surprise you

It might surprise you to know that I've not actually killed anyone. Well, at least not on purpose, or not to my knowledge. I mean, I may reek of psychotic but that is just not my path to walk upon. (have I, though? I really don't remember)

The last thing I remember killing was a cow, from Saturn, out of hunger. Was it messy? Oh yes. I ate it raw, in fact. It was too cold to start a fire, but anything is tasty when you're hungry.

Saki, fun to pick on

I think that Saki's stubbornness is really silly. She's like an open wound, fresh blood easily smelled, raw and fun to pick on. And I think it's stupid, yeah~ She's so stubborn on her own way-side views through her brokenness, and I just end up pitying her stupidity of even being proud of it. I almost am tempted to crush her head with my heel, that kinda thing, know what I mean?

Yeah.

Happy Birthday VINNY!

Baked by me and Tama (closet-nice). But mostly ME! :D

I drew London

I drew London.

Uhhh she doesn't seem like she's in love, does she? But then again, what do I know? hahahaha. hmmmmmm I do know that she and Chrysander will marry, but I don't know when they met. Oh! She was already mentioniing Merrily back in WC high, so I guess her first love must be Merrily. I don't know, maybe she was 13 when she fell in love. That feels like a good time for a girl to normally fall for someone. Yep, she must be healthy. And her favorite food is definitely fruit salad. Cause she's a healthy lass.

MS picture

Since I've already posted my middle school blog, here's a picture instead! It was taken in Jupiter in one of those DIY photo boothe shit. As you can see, I ain't smiling. Smiling wasn't cool back then, okay?! Okay....

Quiet Middle School Days

I remembered a terrible thing from the past!! :(

When I was in Middle School, for some reason or another, Churika brought me to Jupiter. I was new and in Earth class, and I was really shocked with how popular I became! It was my first time dealing with that huge number of girls and at close range, too. We played a lot together, chasing each other around the school. And the guys, too, they were very interested in me and always played ball games with me.

But after like a week, they stopped and most of them ignored me! >:( (come to think of it, why did they hang out with me in the first place?!) In the end only three people acquainted themselves with me, and two of them didn't even have pure intentions. >:( >:(

Ahhh, I feel like crying! TT^TT That kind of thing really made me question my personality and put me really down. So that's why I became a recluse in Jupiter. :D

The Nothing Song

I can't sleep again.

I always feel that there will come a time that I'll be happy, and everything will go uphill from there... but I never seem to arrive to that point. I can't seem to escape this misery, it's frustrating.

It's so confusing... I can be so completely happy for the day, and then I'll wake up in the middle of the night or something, and there's just this horrible feeling of emptiness. Or worse, waking up from a nightmare of a terrible memory.

Or some stupid shit like that.

And yet I can't get enough of the senseless reality and the fear of a dim future. The ridiculous, impulsive, demented, incomprehensible flavour to my tongue.

...i think maybe i like it.