Day Twenty Nine : Januray 31, 2010 : Sunday
Wow! I'm almost on my 30th day! And this is the first day of my second month of wandering around on different strange planets that I've been in for most of my lives(!?) but have not thoroughly explored. That sounds like... something a satyr would say though. Wow. I already miss them. :(
Anyway, so I'm going to Uranus now. What do I expect? SINGING. What else? I'm going to have a lot of that of course. I also kinda want to see Erily, but since I already saw Errol I kinda don't want to see anyone familiar for a while. Damn Errol.
I miss Erily and Zonvelf, though. If only I can get a second to say hi, maybe just a glimpse of each... Actually, seeing a glimpse of Erily alone is good enough for me. I just need to see someone I know. I'm not sure I would want to see Zonvelf, yet, though. I might just not want to leave entirely.
So, wow! Peanuts. I'll be eating a lot of you. (And stealing.... Yeah. I learnt something from Pluto). Peanuts are wonderful, though. So I guess I'll indulge in them for a week.
And it's going to be raining! Damn. I forgot to buy a coat! I guess I'll buy one on the way. Good thing Errol gave me a thrid clothing. (He complained about my smell..)
Soooo.... yeah. That's it. I guess I'll be going to fast for a week. Absolutely no food ('cept peanuts) and all water. Heh... It sounds so... hard.
How can Erily live like this?
HEY! I might see Sky... I went on a date with her once. At a beach resort.... Yeah... My life is screwed up. Now you see why I need this journey???
Sunday, January 31, 2010
Saturday, January 30, 2010
Day TWENTY EIGHT : Adieu, land of salt and sand.
Day Twenty Eight : January 30, 2010 : Saturday
In the space ship. I have succesfully left the house. Hopefully, no naughty elfy finger points and curses this plane... It will be amnesia all over again. Maybe like deja vu, too?
So I didn't exactly enjoy Neptune. It's was a horrible trip, but being in Wyrmwood(?) was definitely nice. It had me realize things I haven't. So that's good. I will also remember those satyrs. Lovely critters.
In the space ship. I have succesfully left the house. Hopefully, no naughty elfy finger points and curses this plane... It will be amnesia all over again. Maybe like deja vu, too?
So I didn't exactly enjoy Neptune. It's was a horrible trip, but being in Wyrmwood(?) was definitely nice. It had me realize things I haven't. So that's good. I will also remember those satyrs. Lovely critters.
Friday, January 29, 2010
Day TWENTY SEVEN : Utterly Attached
Day Twenty Seven : January 29, 2010 : Friday
It's almost a month since I started this journey. That's a whole new up for me.
So today, Errol showed me some really cool magic. If I had to describe it in one word, the word would be "Beautiful". I'm afraid I'm not smart enough to give it much of a word, but I think "Beautiful" fits the bill.
We also talked more. The whole day that's practically what we did... Talk & talk & talk. Talking to him is talking about the past, because Errol is basically a past (becoming a present, though.)... It was funny shit. Talking about the crazy things we did before just about took away the life out of me, from all the laughing I did. We were so young, back then. I was even more of an idiot....
He gave me money that night and I went to bed early because I need to catch the space ship to Uranus. I tried to sleep, but I couldn't. I couldn't really bare the thought of leaving this place. I've come to love this house, and it feels so comfortable and carefree... Not like out in the wild, where I had to constantly jump up just to see if any beast wanted to kill me and take my organs. It's such a warm house, and everyone is so nice. And I have fallen in love with being dependent... Everyone is just so reliable here. Errol knows how to do the job well... So very reliable. And I feel like relaxing forever and ever and ever and ever.
Should I leave such a heaven?
The answer is yes, of course. That night, before going to bed, Errol told me that I changed... There was something different about me, according to him. And I know him enough to trust his judgment. That's what got me motivated, really. I want to change and know myself... so I'm continuing.
I cried cause of happiness and exhaustion and anger alike. Everything has been overwhelming in a sense that I can't take. I want to stay but I can't and in a way it's frustrating. I'm so tired of living like this, walking miles, having no dignity left.
Guess I'm having a breakdown of sorts.
It's almost a month since I started this journey. That's a whole new up for me.
So today, Errol showed me some really cool magic. If I had to describe it in one word, the word would be "Beautiful". I'm afraid I'm not smart enough to give it much of a word, but I think "Beautiful" fits the bill.
We also talked more. The whole day that's practically what we did... Talk & talk & talk. Talking to him is talking about the past, because Errol is basically a past (becoming a present, though.)... It was funny shit. Talking about the crazy things we did before just about took away the life out of me, from all the laughing I did. We were so young, back then. I was even more of an idiot....
He gave me money that night and I went to bed early because I need to catch the space ship to Uranus. I tried to sleep, but I couldn't. I couldn't really bare the thought of leaving this place. I've come to love this house, and it feels so comfortable and carefree... Not like out in the wild, where I had to constantly jump up just to see if any beast wanted to kill me and take my organs. It's such a warm house, and everyone is so nice. And I have fallen in love with being dependent... Everyone is just so reliable here. Errol knows how to do the job well... So very reliable. And I feel like relaxing forever and ever and ever and ever.
Should I leave such a heaven?
The answer is yes, of course. That night, before going to bed, Errol told me that I changed... There was something different about me, according to him. And I know him enough to trust his judgment. That's what got me motivated, really. I want to change and know myself... so I'm continuing.
I cried cause of happiness and exhaustion and anger alike. Everything has been overwhelming in a sense that I can't take. I want to stay but I can't and in a way it's frustrating. I'm so tired of living like this, walking miles, having no dignity left.
Guess I'm having a breakdown of sorts.
Thursday, January 28, 2010
Day TWENTY FIVE : Day TWENTY SIX : Errol and the GAK
Day Twenty Five : January 27, 2010 : Wedneday
I finally found Errol! And he took me in kindly... Which I found pretty odd. He told me all about my journey, and what he's read in my blog. Really weird stuff, he said. He's probably just teasing, though... right?
Anyway... So I saw where he lives, and I didn't expect it to be so... warm and homey. I've been here before, maybe twice. And seeing it right now makes me want to just cuddle the house. It's been so long since I last saw it, and I never thought it would feel so familiar to be here again.
He introduced me to what he called a GAK. Is that some kind of creature? There are three of them, and I can almost not tell one from the other... The one he called "Gee" is an oracle, I think. And we spent some time talking about Yelli and Elli. The one called "Aye" is a centaur of some sort. She kept running around, causing noise and mess. The one called "Kay" is a siren. She was the shy one, and I didn't get the chance to talk much to her. Errol told me that singing was her passion... I asked for her to sing, but she wasn't allowed to sing in here. She might hypnotise everyone...
I was treated like a visitor. And I only watched from their couch, patiently awaiting something to drink. But watching them siblings, watching Errol running the house, looking busy... he looked very changed or mature or something. He didn't seem like the person I met before. He was something else now...
He's also too kind to his sisters. TOO kind.
I will be sleeping in the room I slept in years ago. The room Ella offered me, the guest room. Speaking of Ella, where is that witch? Hmm...
Day Twenty Six : January 28, 2010 : Thursday
I woke up early and saw Errol doing the chores already. I decided to help cause I'll be asking for money later on, before I leave. Anyway, he's been really nice to me so I should give him a hand. And he looked really grateful (and shocked) when I offered to help. It almost made me feel guilty.
I didn't hate helping out, to be honest. We do these kind of chores back at Apollo together, but we don't do it as often as when we were younger. Doing them with Errol takes me back to the good old days.
And I got to talk decently to him. It's been years since I talked to Errol like that. It felt familiar and warm, almost like it was Ella I was talking to. She's all gentle and motherly now... she used to be boyish and adventurous, running around Earth in a dress. I won't get to see her because she's studying a higher level of witchcraft, Errol said.
I saw a little bit magic from Errol, too. I almost wish I was a warlock. I'm so envious... it looks so cool. And I also got to eat with the GAK during lunch. It was Kay who cooked because Errol wasn't a very good chef. It tasted so heavenly, like my mother cooked it. It's been a while since I last ate decently.
Actually, now that I think of it, Kay is the one who reminds me of Ella. Errol sort of reminds me of Elie and King Ar. Mostly King Ar... He's got that weak, important aura about him.
But Errol went out somewhere and asked me to take care of the GAK. My night was horrible. I tired to make them sleep but we ended up wrestling. Weirdly, I lost.
I finally found Errol! And he took me in kindly... Which I found pretty odd. He told me all about my journey, and what he's read in my blog. Really weird stuff, he said. He's probably just teasing, though... right?
Anyway... So I saw where he lives, and I didn't expect it to be so... warm and homey. I've been here before, maybe twice. And seeing it right now makes me want to just cuddle the house. It's been so long since I last saw it, and I never thought it would feel so familiar to be here again.
He introduced me to what he called a GAK. Is that some kind of creature? There are three of them, and I can almost not tell one from the other... The one he called "Gee" is an oracle, I think. And we spent some time talking about Yelli and Elli. The one called "Aye" is a centaur of some sort. She kept running around, causing noise and mess. The one called "Kay" is a siren. She was the shy one, and I didn't get the chance to talk much to her. Errol told me that singing was her passion... I asked for her to sing, but she wasn't allowed to sing in here. She might hypnotise everyone...
I was treated like a visitor. And I only watched from their couch, patiently awaiting something to drink. But watching them siblings, watching Errol running the house, looking busy... he looked very changed or mature or something. He didn't seem like the person I met before. He was something else now...
He's also too kind to his sisters. TOO kind.
I will be sleeping in the room I slept in years ago. The room Ella offered me, the guest room. Speaking of Ella, where is that witch? Hmm...
Day Twenty Six : January 28, 2010 : Thursday
I woke up early and saw Errol doing the chores already. I decided to help cause I'll be asking for money later on, before I leave. Anyway, he's been really nice to me so I should give him a hand. And he looked really grateful (and shocked) when I offered to help. It almost made me feel guilty.
I didn't hate helping out, to be honest. We do these kind of chores back at Apollo together, but we don't do it as often as when we were younger. Doing them with Errol takes me back to the good old days.
And I got to talk decently to him. It's been years since I talked to Errol like that. It felt familiar and warm, almost like it was Ella I was talking to. She's all gentle and motherly now... she used to be boyish and adventurous, running around Earth in a dress. I won't get to see her because she's studying a higher level of witchcraft, Errol said.
I saw a little bit magic from Errol, too. I almost wish I was a warlock. I'm so envious... it looks so cool. And I also got to eat with the GAK during lunch. It was Kay who cooked because Errol wasn't a very good chef. It tasted so heavenly, like my mother cooked it. It's been a while since I last ate decently.
Actually, now that I think of it, Kay is the one who reminds me of Ella. Errol sort of reminds me of Elie and King Ar. Mostly King Ar... He's got that weak, important aura about him.
But Errol went out somewhere and asked me to take care of the GAK. My night was horrible. I tired to make them sleep but we ended up wrestling. Weirdly, I lost.
Day TWENTY THREE : Day TWENTY FOUR : Fury and Satyrs
Day Twenty Three : January 25, 2010 : Monday
I AM SO ANGRY!!!
Upon arrival, everyone's been very mean. And I've never seen Neptune so distant before. Usually when I hear Neptune, I feel like it's home somehow, but now it's just trash.And people are very judgemental and unfair! And they look at you like you're walking fried chicken! I am in no mood to be food, thank you very much!
So maybe I've been bumping to the wrong places. Like the monsters, and elves, and sorcerers. I almost went to the vampires' land, but I saw Kassandra and thought otherwise.
Right now, I just basically want to see Errol. That's my main goal right now, my focus. I JUST WANT TO SEE HIM! And I can't even ask for directions (let alone engage in a normal conversation) without being screamed "NORMY" right at my face. Even saying the word drives me MAD!
I feel like some virus. And sleeping at an inn was out of the question, so I'll be sleeping out in the wild right now. Bother me and I swear I'll eat you. I'm not afraid to kill in this kind of mood, too. I mean, I've been in prison, I know the feeling.
Day Twenty Four : January 26, 2010 : Tuesday
Today I walked and walked and walked. And swam a little, so now I'm salt and sand. The only thing close to food is chocolate, and I'm honestly beginning to get sick of it. Drinking anything here is out of the question. Everywhere I look it's wine wine WINE. How the hell do I drink wine???
Talked a bit to some Satyrs. I told them I'm from Apollo, and for some reasons they liked me because of it. Perhaps it's because of Apollo's relationship with Satyrs, or Hermes. And maybe cause Satyrs and Apollonians are fond of nymphs. I mean, that's mostly what we talked about.... Music, and nymphs. They also invited me to watch some detective movie. It was cool... Not what I expected Satyrs would watch, but then again, who am I to judge?
I enjoyed their company very much. They're wonderful creatures. But they like to get drunk and dance, and are almost always happy. The way they describe a woman's body is... disturbing. And they like to talk a lot about women. I will be sleeping with them tonight... If we do get to sleep. Because they are planning to do a lot of criminally-inclined acts, while I'm still here. Somehow, when I told them about what happened to me in Pluto, they are suddenly confident in having me around... Thinking that being a criminal is my area of expertise....
But I'm still a virgin, I've never been in prison until Pluto, and I have never gotten close to being drunk.
You see how holy I am?
I guess I'll try to sleep early, or collapse somewhere.
I AM SO ANGRY!!!
Upon arrival, everyone's been very mean. And I've never seen Neptune so distant before. Usually when I hear Neptune, I feel like it's home somehow, but now it's just trash.And people are very judgemental and unfair! And they look at you like you're walking fried chicken! I am in no mood to be food, thank you very much!
So maybe I've been bumping to the wrong places. Like the monsters, and elves, and sorcerers. I almost went to the vampires' land, but I saw Kassandra and thought otherwise.
Right now, I just basically want to see Errol. That's my main goal right now, my focus. I JUST WANT TO SEE HIM! And I can't even ask for directions (let alone engage in a normal conversation) without being screamed "NORMY" right at my face. Even saying the word drives me MAD!
I feel like some virus. And sleeping at an inn was out of the question, so I'll be sleeping out in the wild right now. Bother me and I swear I'll eat you. I'm not afraid to kill in this kind of mood, too. I mean, I've been in prison, I know the feeling.
Day Twenty Four : January 26, 2010 : Tuesday
Today I walked and walked and walked. And swam a little, so now I'm salt and sand. The only thing close to food is chocolate, and I'm honestly beginning to get sick of it. Drinking anything here is out of the question. Everywhere I look it's wine wine WINE. How the hell do I drink wine???
Talked a bit to some Satyrs. I told them I'm from Apollo, and for some reasons they liked me because of it. Perhaps it's because of Apollo's relationship with Satyrs, or Hermes. And maybe cause Satyrs and Apollonians are fond of nymphs. I mean, that's mostly what we talked about.... Music, and nymphs. They also invited me to watch some detective movie. It was cool... Not what I expected Satyrs would watch, but then again, who am I to judge?
I enjoyed their company very much. They're wonderful creatures. But they like to get drunk and dance, and are almost always happy. The way they describe a woman's body is... disturbing. And they like to talk a lot about women. I will be sleeping with them tonight... If we do get to sleep. Because they are planning to do a lot of criminally-inclined acts, while I'm still here. Somehow, when I told them about what happened to me in Pluto, they are suddenly confident in having me around... Thinking that being a criminal is my area of expertise....
But I'm still a virgin, I've never been in prison until Pluto, and I have never gotten close to being drunk.
You see how holy I am?
I guess I'll try to sleep early, or collapse somewhere.
Sunday, January 24, 2010
Day TWENTY TWO : songs and poetries and buildings
Day Twenty Two : January 24, 2010 : Sunday
I woke up very oddly happy today. I'm glad that I don't need the overcoat anymore... it's so heavy and itchy. Anyway, I've been thinking a lot about Apollo. I'm so homesick. I badly want to go back... But I also want to continue with this journey. I know that I'll end up hating myself if I just forfeit now...
Apollo is a very religious planet, and we have a lot of activities and temples for Apollo. I even have this necklace of a lyre around my neck... and I reeeaaallly miss doing our daily routines and things.
I really miss how everyone sings songs and appreciate poetry and beautiful buildings. sssiiiggghhh......
But now, I'm heading towards Neptune. I've been there, but I never really saw it as one whole planet, you know? It's this big division in my head. I also already saw the map, but I can't remember it. I only saw it once, after all. So basically, I'm like this lamb, walking towards a wild, wild unknown world full of clones of the kind which I am not exactly fond of.
Soooo....? What do I want to do there? Should I set a goal? I'm kind of doubtful, because I've set two goals so far and I failed both of them. Hurts like hell, too. Feels like being dumped.
But, yeah. What's a journey without a goal, riiiight? I mean, I did wake up rather joyfully. Why not?
So, goal... goal... what kind of goal? Hm. I think I'm going to think it over for a while. But I do hope to see the warlocks' place. I have no money so I'll be robbing Errol, I guess. What I don't want to run to, are places with vampires and fairies. And also Spurtmear. One of the things I certainly do not miss is her shrill voice, screaming the very words, "Dominate the universe!"... Yeah. And I am not going to visit the seas, as well. I think the reason is obvious.
But most of all, I think, I don't want to go back to the castle. It is really the only familiar place to me in Neptune. It's almost like home, just like every other castle in Milky Ways. I'd really want to stay away from anything familiar, for now. I might not want to leave it behind anymore. I do want to see the centaurs, and Elli and Yelli. I missed those little... things.
Ah well. I'll just wake up when the space ship stops or something. Peanuts are still lovely. I did a bad thing inside here, though. The stewardess(es?) are giving me very murderous looks.
I woke up very oddly happy today. I'm glad that I don't need the overcoat anymore... it's so heavy and itchy. Anyway, I've been thinking a lot about Apollo. I'm so homesick. I badly want to go back... But I also want to continue with this journey. I know that I'll end up hating myself if I just forfeit now...
Apollo is a very religious planet, and we have a lot of activities and temples for Apollo. I even have this necklace of a lyre around my neck... and I reeeaaallly miss doing our daily routines and things.
I really miss how everyone sings songs and appreciate poetry and beautiful buildings. sssiiiggghhh......
But now, I'm heading towards Neptune. I've been there, but I never really saw it as one whole planet, you know? It's this big division in my head. I also already saw the map, but I can't remember it. I only saw it once, after all. So basically, I'm like this lamb, walking towards a wild, wild unknown world full of clones of the kind which I am not exactly fond of.
Soooo....? What do I want to do there? Should I set a goal? I'm kind of doubtful, because I've set two goals so far and I failed both of them. Hurts like hell, too. Feels like being dumped.
But, yeah. What's a journey without a goal, riiiight? I mean, I did wake up rather joyfully. Why not?
So, goal... goal... what kind of goal? Hm. I think I'm going to think it over for a while. But I do hope to see the warlocks' place. I have no money so I'll be robbing Errol, I guess. What I don't want to run to, are places with vampires and fairies. And also Spurtmear. One of the things I certainly do not miss is her shrill voice, screaming the very words, "Dominate the universe!"... Yeah. And I am not going to visit the seas, as well. I think the reason is obvious.
But most of all, I think, I don't want to go back to the castle. It is really the only familiar place to me in Neptune. It's almost like home, just like every other castle in Milky Ways. I'd really want to stay away from anything familiar, for now. I might not want to leave it behind anymore. I do want to see the centaurs, and Elli and Yelli. I missed those little... things.
Ah well. I'll just wake up when the space ship stops or something. Peanuts are still lovely. I did a bad thing inside here, though. The stewardess(es?) are giving me very murderous looks.
Saturday, January 23, 2010
Day TWENTY ONE : Bye bye...
Day Twenty One : January 23, 2010 : Saturday
I'm on the space ship, heading towards Netpune. It's been some time since I was last in Neptune...
I must say, though, that I feel sad about leaving Pluto.
I don't know why, but I have this feelings of attachment towards Pluto. Hmm...
I don't understand it completely, because there were a lot more down falls compared to the happy times, so I should feel resentful over Pluto... But I just don't.
I really wanted to say goodbye to Harmonica dude. Like, really. And I also wanted to thank Chubby Hairy Man properly... Not to mention Lala. I was in Gel where their clan lives, yet I never got to see her. Would've been interesting to hear the weird ole' stuff from her again.
Goodbye Pluto. You are definitely a planet I will be seeing soon.
Is it me, or did Pluto grow smaller? Hey. Who knew Pluto was white??? ( : | )
I'm on the space ship, heading towards Netpune. It's been some time since I was last in Neptune...
I must say, though, that I feel sad about leaving Pluto.
I don't know why, but I have this feelings of attachment towards Pluto. Hmm...
I don't understand it completely, because there were a lot more down falls compared to the happy times, so I should feel resentful over Pluto... But I just don't.
I really wanted to say goodbye to Harmonica dude. Like, really. And I also wanted to thank Chubby Hairy Man properly... Not to mention Lala. I was in Gel where their clan lives, yet I never got to see her. Would've been interesting to hear the weird ole' stuff from her again.
Goodbye Pluto. You are definitely a planet I will be seeing soon.
Is it me, or did Pluto grow smaller? Hey. Who knew Pluto was white??? ( : | )
Friday, January 22, 2010
Day TWENTY : Chubby Hairy Man
Day Twenty : January 22, 2010 : Friday
I didn't die. Which is good news because I actually wanted my death to be more poetic.
And so, I woke up in a dark room, confused. I had no idea what was going on until a chubby hairy man explained what had happened. Apparently, he found me beneath a mountain of snow, barely breathing. He honestly believed I wouldn't make it... But I'm a strong boy, he said.
I spent the whole day rather drearily, actually. I found out that I'm still in Gel... which means that I have failed with my goal again. Chubby hairy man told me to rest for the whole day, and gave me hot chocolate and warm meals. He's a nice guy, and I found comfort in the hot meals, just a little. I want to repay him for saving my life and giving me food, but I can't even pass for a smile... I'm just way too depressed. And I'm too cold and weak and feverish to even start killing myself...
Chubby hairy man is a jolly guy, though... But he's all alone here. Is he okay on his own? He seems skilled in hunting, and I think he knows how to live by himself... But I wonder if he's ever wished for a family. Maybe I should bring him back a woman one day. Yeah...
He's told me a lot about his childhood adventures, and I've got to say that they're pretty wild (Still lonely though). In exchange, I told him what I'm doing, and about this journey of self-dicovery. He laughed until he found that I was being serious. He commented me for my guts (recklessness), though.
When the sun started to set, he gave me a very, very thick and warm overcoat for my journey towards the space port tomorrow morning. I have to remember chubby hairy man when I visist Pluto again...
It's also a pity that I might never see Harmonica dude again.
I didn't die. Which is good news because I actually wanted my death to be more poetic.
And so, I woke up in a dark room, confused. I had no idea what was going on until a chubby hairy man explained what had happened. Apparently, he found me beneath a mountain of snow, barely breathing. He honestly believed I wouldn't make it... But I'm a strong boy, he said.
I spent the whole day rather drearily, actually. I found out that I'm still in Gel... which means that I have failed with my goal again. Chubby hairy man told me to rest for the whole day, and gave me hot chocolate and warm meals. He's a nice guy, and I found comfort in the hot meals, just a little. I want to repay him for saving my life and giving me food, but I can't even pass for a smile... I'm just way too depressed. And I'm too cold and weak and feverish to even start killing myself...
Chubby hairy man is a jolly guy, though... But he's all alone here. Is he okay on his own? He seems skilled in hunting, and I think he knows how to live by himself... But I wonder if he's ever wished for a family. Maybe I should bring him back a woman one day. Yeah...
He's told me a lot about his childhood adventures, and I've got to say that they're pretty wild (Still lonely though). In exchange, I told him what I'm doing, and about this journey of self-dicovery. He laughed until he found that I was being serious. He commented me for my guts (recklessness), though.
When the sun started to set, he gave me a very, very thick and warm overcoat for my journey towards the space port tomorrow morning. I have to remember chubby hairy man when I visist Pluto again...
It's also a pity that I might never see Harmonica dude again.
Thursday, January 21, 2010
Day EIGHTEEN : Day NINETEEN : "Prison bites" & "The end?"
Day Eighteen : January 20, 2010 : Wednesday
Believe it or not, I'm locked up in jail right now.
"Why?" would be a good question.
You wanna know why? It's me. I'm the criminal from the other planet. I'm the one doing fraudulent acts, like spreading lies and pretending to be King Ban Ru. And you know what sucks? I'm innocent and I don't know anyone who'd back me up. I don't have evidence and I'm stuck here and I don't even know which city this is, but please Apollo, don't let it be Hielo. If I'm still in Heilo I will be crushed. I can't take failing another goal... I might just lose it....
But what do I know? I'm just a kid. I'm here to find out my limits and crap and other things like that. What the fuck am I doing in prison anyway? LEMME OUT!!!
But, hey, prison can really change a man. Or a boy, in my case. This icy, cold prison has such a depressing aura that it is sucking away every bit of love I had for Pluto when I first came here. I mean, honestly. What the pigeon am I doing here? In prison? I didn't do anything! No. More precisely, what am I doing in Pluto right now? What am I doing out here? I'm just a boy with barely enough money to live for another week! Should I even go on with this stupid journey of becoming someone in every cliche angle of the word?
But what am I saying? I'm already here. Why would I back out now of all times? It's only my third week. No.... It's already my third week. It's some sort of a record, right? At first, I thought I'd just run away and cower under that metaphorical blanket of coward shit everyone has. And who the hell is playing that harmonica? It's getting on my nerves!
Boy. It's so boring here that thinking is beginning to intrigue me... weird.
Yeah. And this is my first time in jail, too. I'm an angel. I am. I don't do mean things (or at least I don't remember).
It's my first day and I'm already beginning to lose grasp of the remaining sanity inside of me. And that's not all... I happen to be impatient (Ooh! A discovery) or maybe ignorant, I dunno. And I've already picked two fights inside. Some people here sure are touchy. Are all criminals like that? I see it in Kai an Lil, at least. Safe to say, I'm still alive. I guess I am physically able. Good for me. I'm strong!
But I'm also very stupid. Some people here have very complicated escape plans. And all I can think of is digging a hole through the ground with a spoon... which I attempted, but to no avail. The ground is ice and it cracked. I stopped because swimming is not my favourite sport.
So, like the typical, I'm dragging a cup against the metal bar, singing "With a little help from my friends" *hint hint*... The nice harmonica playing criminal (who claims to be innocent as well. Actually, everyone thinks their innocent. Yeah right.), played along, and the song has lifted my spirit a bit. I somehow made friends with harmonica dude, and he told me about his family and his crimes and stuff like that (Hey. Isn't he supposed to be innocent?)... I won't sleep tonight, though, because I simply can't. Not in a cell full of murderers.
Day Nineteen : January 21, 2010 : Thursday
Guess what? I fell asleep. But I woke up soon after falling asleep when Harmonica dude shouted at me. He was telling me to come with him to escape (Apparently, he's a genius in the arts of escaping). Yeah, wow, I'm so lucky. But then I felt sort of scared. Why? Because I'd rather be an innocent traveler, accused, mistaken and thrown to jail, than becoming an escapee.... That makes me feel inexplicably bad. So I refused. But then he dragged me with him...
He's a good guy, Harmonica dude (except, you know, he's a criminal). If I had met him in a past life, I would've been good friends with him. But we're talking about NOW, and right now we're running away from the cops. Which is strangely liberating and sends chills up my skin. Chills of thrill.
Being locked up in prison is sure as hell brain-damaging, but getting out will drive anyone completely nuts. Even I'm laughing along with Harmonica dude. Laughing about running away, being an escapee, robbing a bank, wearing a disguise, laughing about gaining illegal money with this strange harmonica-playing, escaping-genius guy who I only met, but also laughing about how guilt slips away when it doesn't.
IT BLOODY DOESN'T! I'm still an angel, just being dragged with this demonic friend of mine. And yeah, maybe I should've told him off right from the start, maybe I should've even broken his nose when we were still in the cell... But no. He's already a friend. I'm already attached. And I already gave him a nickname (Rick) because he would'nt tell me his real name. I dunno... Having someone to depend on is actually comforting in a way. Maybe I've just been alone for too long that anyone's company will do.
BUT there is good news. I was not in Hielo, I was in Es. And we made our escape to Gel, because it's the nearest city. I still have a shot in completing my goal! Now, all I have to do is go to Glace while staying away from trouble and the cops and the heavy influence of ole' demonic harmonica dude, Rick.
.... How?
That question, believe it or not, is impossible to answer (considering my current status). Of all the epic and stupid things I've done here in Pluto (which I strangely still love), the most epic-est and stupid-est is causing an avalanche. I've been separated from Harmonica dude. I've been separated from civilization. And all that happened just cause of one high note in the mountain. I hate snow right now.
So, yeah. I'm lying face down on the snowy floor of the bottom of the mountain which I was formerly standing on top of. Half-dead, half-hopeful. Maybe I fell far enough to have reached Glace?
There are snow on top of my body. I am as frozen as a dead fish and my eyes are getting heavy. I would like to keep on going, really... but my lower lip is shivering like crazy and I can see my breath. I feel my body heat escape me. I feel my life escape me....
Is this the end?
Believe it or not, I'm locked up in jail right now.
"Why?" would be a good question.
You wanna know why? It's me. I'm the criminal from the other planet. I'm the one doing fraudulent acts, like spreading lies and pretending to be King Ban Ru. And you know what sucks? I'm innocent and I don't know anyone who'd back me up. I don't have evidence and I'm stuck here and I don't even know which city this is, but please Apollo, don't let it be Hielo. If I'm still in Heilo I will be crushed. I can't take failing another goal... I might just lose it....
But what do I know? I'm just a kid. I'm here to find out my limits and crap and other things like that. What the fuck am I doing in prison anyway? LEMME OUT!!!
But, hey, prison can really change a man. Or a boy, in my case. This icy, cold prison has such a depressing aura that it is sucking away every bit of love I had for Pluto when I first came here. I mean, honestly. What the pigeon am I doing here? In prison? I didn't do anything! No. More precisely, what am I doing in Pluto right now? What am I doing out here? I'm just a boy with barely enough money to live for another week! Should I even go on with this stupid journey of becoming someone in every cliche angle of the word?
But what am I saying? I'm already here. Why would I back out now of all times? It's only my third week. No.... It's already my third week. It's some sort of a record, right? At first, I thought I'd just run away and cower under that metaphorical blanket of coward shit everyone has. And who the hell is playing that harmonica? It's getting on my nerves!
Boy. It's so boring here that thinking is beginning to intrigue me... weird.
Yeah. And this is my first time in jail, too. I'm an angel. I am. I don't do mean things (or at least I don't remember).
It's my first day and I'm already beginning to lose grasp of the remaining sanity inside of me. And that's not all... I happen to be impatient (Ooh! A discovery) or maybe ignorant, I dunno. And I've already picked two fights inside. Some people here sure are touchy. Are all criminals like that? I see it in Kai an Lil, at least. Safe to say, I'm still alive. I guess I am physically able. Good for me. I'm strong!
But I'm also very stupid. Some people here have very complicated escape plans. And all I can think of is digging a hole through the ground with a spoon... which I attempted, but to no avail. The ground is ice and it cracked. I stopped because swimming is not my favourite sport.
So, like the typical, I'm dragging a cup against the metal bar, singing "With a little help from my friends" *hint hint*... The nice harmonica playing criminal (who claims to be innocent as well. Actually, everyone thinks their innocent. Yeah right.), played along, and the song has lifted my spirit a bit. I somehow made friends with harmonica dude, and he told me about his family and his crimes and stuff like that (Hey. Isn't he supposed to be innocent?)... I won't sleep tonight, though, because I simply can't. Not in a cell full of murderers.
Day Nineteen : January 21, 2010 : Thursday
Guess what? I fell asleep. But I woke up soon after falling asleep when Harmonica dude shouted at me. He was telling me to come with him to escape (Apparently, he's a genius in the arts of escaping). Yeah, wow, I'm so lucky. But then I felt sort of scared. Why? Because I'd rather be an innocent traveler, accused, mistaken and thrown to jail, than becoming an escapee.... That makes me feel inexplicably bad. So I refused. But then he dragged me with him...
He's a good guy, Harmonica dude (except, you know, he's a criminal). If I had met him in a past life, I would've been good friends with him. But we're talking about NOW, and right now we're running away from the cops. Which is strangely liberating and sends chills up my skin. Chills of thrill.
Being locked up in prison is sure as hell brain-damaging, but getting out will drive anyone completely nuts. Even I'm laughing along with Harmonica dude. Laughing about running away, being an escapee, robbing a bank, wearing a disguise, laughing about gaining illegal money with this strange harmonica-playing, escaping-genius guy who I only met, but also laughing about how guilt slips away when it doesn't.
IT BLOODY DOESN'T! I'm still an angel, just being dragged with this demonic friend of mine. And yeah, maybe I should've told him off right from the start, maybe I should've even broken his nose when we were still in the cell... But no. He's already a friend. I'm already attached. And I already gave him a nickname (Rick) because he would'nt tell me his real name. I dunno... Having someone to depend on is actually comforting in a way. Maybe I've just been alone for too long that anyone's company will do.
BUT there is good news. I was not in Hielo, I was in Es. And we made our escape to Gel, because it's the nearest city. I still have a shot in completing my goal! Now, all I have to do is go to Glace while staying away from trouble and the cops and the heavy influence of ole' demonic harmonica dude, Rick.
.... How?
That question, believe it or not, is impossible to answer (considering my current status). Of all the epic and stupid things I've done here in Pluto (which I strangely still love), the most epic-est and stupid-est is causing an avalanche. I've been separated from Harmonica dude. I've been separated from civilization. And all that happened just cause of one high note in the mountain. I hate snow right now.
So, yeah. I'm lying face down on the snowy floor of the bottom of the mountain which I was formerly standing on top of. Half-dead, half-hopeful. Maybe I fell far enough to have reached Glace?
There are snow on top of my body. I am as frozen as a dead fish and my eyes are getting heavy. I would like to keep on going, really... but my lower lip is shivering like crazy and I can see my breath. I feel my body heat escape me. I feel my life escape me....
Is this the end?
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
Day SIXTEEN : Day SEVENTEEN : Frapperen and Hielo
Day Sixteen : January 18, 2010 : Monday
I am finally in PLUTO! and brrr... it's so cold. And I am very, very happy to be here somehow. And I mean I am extremely happy. Yes! I am even smiling at all the passerby's... Some smiles back but some...doesn't (to put it nicely)
SO I'm in Frapperen. Wee~ I bought a plutonian coat just to fit in, but it didn't exactly work. And everyone is quick to judge, looking at me like I'm weird. THEY'RE the weird ones, wearing sleeveless in the middle of snow. That's some guts, but pretty weird.
I even talked to some of the locals! I was telling them stories of my adventure and how I got here... But you know what?! They didn't believe me! They said that it's impossible to only give birth to twins in one planet. "Too coincidental" one said. WHy won't they believe me?
But then again, the situation would've been ten times better if they weren't laughing at my supposed "lies". Poo to them! I will be sleeping in an expensive inn tonight. (I can feel myself growing poorer and poorer) Frapperen happens to be the nobles' place or something... so yeah, it's expensive.
OH YEAH! I saw the castle (from a far)... it's beautiful! It's made of ice! it's sparkling and things. Just beautiful.
The weirdest experience, though, has got to be stumbling across these jolly looking people. I mean, they all had this same creepy smile plastered in their face. And that's not the weird part yet, believe it or not. They actually pointed at me and bowed down saying some stuff I didn't catch. Wow. Is this Pluto's welcoming committee? People actually bow down to their guests? Talk about humble! I LOVE Pluto!
Day Seventeen : January 19, 2010 : Tuesday
My next city is Hielo. And I was actually very excited because I could understand the word. I met these kids who were probably 14 or 15. They said they were going to the ice rink, and I decided to tag along because I was basically up for anything, really. So I spent about two hours in gleeful, childish fun in the ice. But it wasn't as fun as you think because I have no talent in skating. I can skate, sure, but those kids were seriously skilled. Have you ever heard of Plutonian skateboarding? It is really cool! I am teaching the boys at Apollo this stuff next Christmas!
Hielo is the biggest city in Pluto, so there were a lot of cheap inns there. Lucky. I reserved a room during the afternoon so that I wouldn't have to go through the hassle at night... There I saw this news about some criminal from another planet, dwelling in Pluto at the evry moment. He was last seen in Frapperen, and was accused of fraudulent acts which happened to be spreading a made-up story of adventure and pretending to be King Ban Ru... Huh. I wonder who that is.
So I spent the whole day with much fun, and---
I am finally in PLUTO! and brrr... it's so cold. And I am very, very happy to be here somehow. And I mean I am extremely happy. Yes! I am even smiling at all the passerby's... Some smiles back but some...doesn't (to put it nicely)
SO I'm in Frapperen. Wee~ I bought a plutonian coat just to fit in, but it didn't exactly work. And everyone is quick to judge, looking at me like I'm weird. THEY'RE the weird ones, wearing sleeveless in the middle of snow. That's some guts, but pretty weird.
I even talked to some of the locals! I was telling them stories of my adventure and how I got here... But you know what?! They didn't believe me! They said that it's impossible to only give birth to twins in one planet. "Too coincidental" one said. WHy won't they believe me?
But then again, the situation would've been ten times better if they weren't laughing at my supposed "lies". Poo to them! I will be sleeping in an expensive inn tonight. (I can feel myself growing poorer and poorer) Frapperen happens to be the nobles' place or something... so yeah, it's expensive.
OH YEAH! I saw the castle (from a far)... it's beautiful! It's made of ice! it's sparkling and things. Just beautiful.
The weirdest experience, though, has got to be stumbling across these jolly looking people. I mean, they all had this same creepy smile plastered in their face. And that's not the weird part yet, believe it or not. They actually pointed at me and bowed down saying some stuff I didn't catch. Wow. Is this Pluto's welcoming committee? People actually bow down to their guests? Talk about humble! I LOVE Pluto!
Day Seventeen : January 19, 2010 : Tuesday
My next city is Hielo. And I was actually very excited because I could understand the word. I met these kids who were probably 14 or 15. They said they were going to the ice rink, and I decided to tag along because I was basically up for anything, really. So I spent about two hours in gleeful, childish fun in the ice. But it wasn't as fun as you think because I have no talent in skating. I can skate, sure, but those kids were seriously skilled. Have you ever heard of Plutonian skateboarding? It is really cool! I am teaching the boys at Apollo this stuff next Christmas!
Hielo is the biggest city in Pluto, so there were a lot of cheap inns there. Lucky. I reserved a room during the afternoon so that I wouldn't have to go through the hassle at night... There I saw this news about some criminal from another planet, dwelling in Pluto at the evry moment. He was last seen in Frapperen, and was accused of fraudulent acts which happened to be spreading a made-up story of adventure and pretending to be King Ban Ru... Huh. I wonder who that is.
So I spent the whole day with much fun, and---
Sunday, January 17, 2010
Day FIFTEEN : Tonight's gonna be a good night
Day Fifteen : January 17, 2010 : Sunday
I'm still in the space ship... But I've done much preparing. I even already have my eskimo suit on. And before anyone inquires about it, yes, I look stupid. But it's going to be real cold there.. And yeah, I don't want to be cold. But something's telling me I should prepare more...
Hm...
Oh well... Now I have to refer to this map some mystery someone sent to me.
It says in the map that the space port is somewhere in Frapperen... Hm... I can't really make it out much, though. It's written in Plutonian writing, and I only know a little about Pluto.
So there are five major cities, there. Maybe I should spend one day in each city, huh?
Yeah! That seems smart of me... It'll be fun, I bet.
What exactly is that line that goes through every city? Is that a tunnel of sorts? Well, whatever it is, I need it to fuffill my "one day in each city" mission. And this time, I want to actually fulfil it.
I wonder where to buy souvenirs?? (NO!! Resist it!!!!)
Maybe I should buy a coat there too. And crap. I'm running low in cash. What do I do about money? Oh well... Maybe I'll just become a beggar on the sides, and someone'll pity me...
Hey. That melted ice point thing in the map, looks interesting....
Hielo? HEY I understand that!! How happy I am...
Something's telling me I'll enjoy Pluto.
............
UGH! I hate traveling from galaxies to galaxies!! My head hurts~!
I'm still in the space ship... But I've done much preparing. I even already have my eskimo suit on. And before anyone inquires about it, yes, I look stupid. But it's going to be real cold there.. And yeah, I don't want to be cold. But something's telling me I should prepare more...
Hm...
Oh well... Now I have to refer to this map some mystery someone sent to me.
It says in the map that the space port is somewhere in Frapperen... Hm... I can't really make it out much, though. It's written in Plutonian writing, and I only know a little about Pluto.
So there are five major cities, there. Maybe I should spend one day in each city, huh?
Yeah! That seems smart of me... It'll be fun, I bet.
What exactly is that line that goes through every city? Is that a tunnel of sorts? Well, whatever it is, I need it to fuffill my "one day in each city" mission. And this time, I want to actually fulfil it.
I wonder where to buy souvenirs?? (NO!! Resist it!!!!)
Maybe I should buy a coat there too. And crap. I'm running low in cash. What do I do about money? Oh well... Maybe I'll just become a beggar on the sides, and someone'll pity me...
Hey. That melted ice point thing in the map, looks interesting....
Hielo? HEY I understand that!! How happy I am...
Something's telling me I'll enjoy Pluto.
............
UGH! I hate traveling from galaxies to galaxies!! My head hurts~!
Saturday, January 16, 2010
Day THIRTEEN : Day FOURTEEN : The great depression
Day Thirteen : January 15, 2010 : Friday
I haven't slept since yesterday... And realizing that today is my last day, I decided to forget sleep altogether and just go look for the statue place. Because I really, really, really, really, really didn't want to give up on looking for it. I wanted to see it. Very much. But when the sun started to set, I had to foget it and start looking for the Space Port. And it was heart-breaking. I never thought I'd see the day I'd say "heart-breaking" but I did. And that fact just depresses me more... I wanted to see that statue...
I feel like a failure. Damn it. It sucks so bad. I feel like punching infants.I just can't swallow my pride... after losing to that competition too. What is Nether? A place to lose? It feels as if it drains out all the hopes and dreams inside of me...
Stupid layout. I hate Errol for making it for me.
Day Fourteen : January 16, 2010 : Saturday
I haven't slept in days. I don't know what day or time it is...
In a couple of seconds I will fall in a deep slumber so I'll make this fast.
Nether wasn't a planet I enjoyed, but it was also not bad. I have these really cool things I bought, like the eskimo suit, and some ancient chord thing, and I got a magic lamp (maybe a genie will come out?). And this thing called a calculator. What is it??? And I also enjoyed their unique dances.
And there were, of course, things that pisses me off and depresses me. Like that statue thing I really wanted to see, and sleeping in random places. Not to mention the people I can't understand. Also, there were times when it was snowing... but it's not really cold. Whuuuut?
Oh well... Next stop is Milkyways and I'm getting a really nauseating feeling from traveling to a different galaxy. This might be the thing I hate the most in traveling. Now I'm going to get some shut eyes.
I haven't slept since yesterday... And realizing that today is my last day, I decided to forget sleep altogether and just go look for the statue place. Because I really, really, really, really, really didn't want to give up on looking for it. I wanted to see it. Very much. But when the sun started to set, I had to foget it and start looking for the Space Port. And it was heart-breaking. I never thought I'd see the day I'd say "heart-breaking" but I did. And that fact just depresses me more... I wanted to see that statue...
I feel like a failure. Damn it. It sucks so bad. I feel like punching infants.I just can't swallow my pride... after losing to that competition too. What is Nether? A place to lose? It feels as if it drains out all the hopes and dreams inside of me...
Stupid layout. I hate Errol for making it for me.
Day Fourteen : January 16, 2010 : Saturday
I haven't slept in days. I don't know what day or time it is...
In a couple of seconds I will fall in a deep slumber so I'll make this fast.
Nether wasn't a planet I enjoyed, but it was also not bad. I have these really cool things I bought, like the eskimo suit, and some ancient chord thing, and I got a magic lamp (maybe a genie will come out?). And this thing called a calculator. What is it??? And I also enjoyed their unique dances.
And there were, of course, things that pisses me off and depresses me. Like that statue thing I really wanted to see, and sleeping in random places. Not to mention the people I can't understand. Also, there were times when it was snowing... but it's not really cold. Whuuuut?
Oh well... Next stop is Milkyways and I'm getting a really nauseating feeling from traveling to a different galaxy. This might be the thing I hate the most in traveling. Now I'm going to get some shut eyes.
Thursday, January 14, 2010
Day ELEVEN : Day TWELVE : Competitions and dancing :D
Day Eleven ; January 13, 2010 ; Wednesday
Today, I took pictures and bought clothes and stuff. Nethers have really different clothes... I think this is their fashion or something? It's hard to communicate here, because they have really weird language. Most only know their native tongue....
I also wasted a sum of my money... Yeah. There was this twin who kept buying things I wanted to buy (AND SAW FIRST!), and it ended up a competition. They won because I had to save money. I'll literally die in my second week of journey if I lose anymore money. So, yeah, I have pretty random stuff in my bag now. (I understand how smart I am for keeping it empty, finally)... But it's going to be heavy so I'll be leaving (selling them is tempting) some behind....
It will be very sad because they have all been very attached to me, somehow.
And also, I recieved a map of Pluto in my holophone... Who sent that? It's very helpful, anyway. So thank you, whoever sent it...
Day Twelve ; January 14, 2010 ; Thursday
Today I started my journey towards the center of Nether (aka Statue place). But on my way there, I saw a few people dancing and I couldn't help dancing along...so I did! It was lots of fun, dancing. Very liberating... And I feel much closer to the Nethers now... Seeing as I danced with them. Everyone had pairs (duh) so I ended up dancing with this girl whose twin was in Milkyways.
After some dancing, I went back to going to statue place. The farther I go, the more paranoid I get about the end of civilization in Nether. The more steps I take, the lesser people I see.... And I don't think that's a good sign. But I won't give up! I WILL see that statue thing!
It's kind of lonely and depressing that I am aware that no one's around with me. It makes me feel like I'm the last boy in the universe (or at least in Nether)... I am sleeping under the stars tonight, seeing as I see nothing but empty space. I can't sleep, and I've been busying myself with a leaf..twisting it and turning it. It's kind of relaxing...
Maybe I should count sheep?
Today, I took pictures and bought clothes and stuff. Nethers have really different clothes... I think this is their fashion or something? It's hard to communicate here, because they have really weird language. Most only know their native tongue....
I also wasted a sum of my money... Yeah. There was this twin who kept buying things I wanted to buy (AND SAW FIRST!), and it ended up a competition. They won because I had to save money. I'll literally die in my second week of journey if I lose anymore money. So, yeah, I have pretty random stuff in my bag now. (I understand how smart I am for keeping it empty, finally)... But it's going to be heavy so I'll be leaving (selling them is tempting) some behind....
It will be very sad because they have all been very attached to me, somehow.
And also, I recieved a map of Pluto in my holophone... Who sent that? It's very helpful, anyway. So thank you, whoever sent it...
Day Twelve ; January 14, 2010 ; Thursday
Today I started my journey towards the center of Nether (aka Statue place). But on my way there, I saw a few people dancing and I couldn't help dancing along...so I did! It was lots of fun, dancing. Very liberating... And I feel much closer to the Nethers now... Seeing as I danced with them. Everyone had pairs (duh) so I ended up dancing with this girl whose twin was in Milkyways.
After some dancing, I went back to going to statue place. The farther I go, the more paranoid I get about the end of civilization in Nether. The more steps I take, the lesser people I see.... And I don't think that's a good sign. But I won't give up! I WILL see that statue thing!
It's kind of lonely and depressing that I am aware that no one's around with me. It makes me feel like I'm the last boy in the universe (or at least in Nether)... I am sleeping under the stars tonight, seeing as I see nothing but empty space. I can't sleep, and I've been busying myself with a leaf..twisting it and turning it. It's kind of relaxing...
Maybe I should count sheep?
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
Day NINE : Day TEN : Linus and Frogs
Day Nine ; January 11, 2010 ; Monday
I finally arrived in Nether Planet, and the welcoming committee was okay. They weren't snobs, thank goodness. And I've conversed with some of the people around here... They... have really unique choice of topic for conversation. I didn't even think I'd be talking about picking up existence by its frog. Seriously? Frogs?FROGS???? That has got to be wrong.
The conversation was disturbing and I had to end it. Politely, of course. It's been a while since I last talked to someone, so it felt a little nerve-racking. I decided to focus on the planet instead. It isn't a dessert place, surely, and the weather is fine. Too fine. It almost reminds me of Neptune. The people here like to dress like their twins, and yes, there are so many people who look a like that I almost feel like I'm cross-eyed. It's kind of cool, though. I also asked around about their statue and most said that they haven't seen it and that I should give up on trying to see it... It depresses me, but I won't give up that easily. A few did say they've been there...
But then again, I have no background about Nethers and their trustworthiness. I got a few pictures clicked here and there in both Artemis and Nether. Maybe I'll post it sometime. For the night, I slept under the stars. It wasn't exactly encourage, so I have to sleep hiding in a bush.... Damn. This is the worst night ever.
Day Ten ; January 12, 2010 ; Teusday
So today I woke up in a very confused state. I was suddenly scared and wondered where I was, and why there were so many leaves and throns surrounding me... And then I remembered the bush. Damn bush.
Today I started my journey on looking for the center of Nether (What a mouthful)... And since I got to a sort of deeper part of Nether, I saw more people and more weird behaviours.
I was half wandering and half wondering why some people were in a circle, doing some crazy moves and chanting some things I fail to recgonize.... And I encountered this experience countless times! It's bothersome...
I also talked to some Nether doubles, and a pair talked to me about sleep and its marvelous disorders. Some information were disturbing and made me conscious of sleeping tonight. Some were intersting, like that one girl who talked about dreaming of Green Gummy Bears last night...
I also approached a pair, two fair-haired guys, who talked about nothing but numbers... and frankly, I couldn't catch on.
Tonight, I'll be sleeping in an inn (which hopefully won't catch fire). I remember walking in on a wrong room a while ago, and seeing twin brothers, sleeping comfortably together like babies. It was sweet (they were onyly children!)... And it made me wonder about Linus. We..don't talk. Nor do we see much of each other. Hmmm... Those twins sure are lucky to have each other.
I think I will fall asleep thinking of Linus...
I finally arrived in Nether Planet, and the welcoming committee was okay. They weren't snobs, thank goodness. And I've conversed with some of the people around here... They... have really unique choice of topic for conversation. I didn't even think I'd be talking about picking up existence by its frog. Seriously? Frogs?FROGS???? That has got to be wrong.
The conversation was disturbing and I had to end it. Politely, of course. It's been a while since I last talked to someone, so it felt a little nerve-racking. I decided to focus on the planet instead. It isn't a dessert place, surely, and the weather is fine. Too fine. It almost reminds me of Neptune. The people here like to dress like their twins, and yes, there are so many people who look a like that I almost feel like I'm cross-eyed. It's kind of cool, though. I also asked around about their statue and most said that they haven't seen it and that I should give up on trying to see it... It depresses me, but I won't give up that easily. A few did say they've been there...
But then again, I have no background about Nethers and their trustworthiness. I got a few pictures clicked here and there in both Artemis and Nether. Maybe I'll post it sometime. For the night, I slept under the stars. It wasn't exactly encourage, so I have to sleep hiding in a bush.... Damn. This is the worst night ever.
Day Ten ; January 12, 2010 ; Teusday
So today I woke up in a very confused state. I was suddenly scared and wondered where I was, and why there were so many leaves and throns surrounding me... And then I remembered the bush. Damn bush.
Today I started my journey on looking for the center of Nether (What a mouthful)... And since I got to a sort of deeper part of Nether, I saw more people and more weird behaviours.
I was half wandering and half wondering why some people were in a circle, doing some crazy moves and chanting some things I fail to recgonize.... And I encountered this experience countless times! It's bothersome...
I also talked to some Nether doubles, and a pair talked to me about sleep and its marvelous disorders. Some information were disturbing and made me conscious of sleeping tonight. Some were intersting, like that one girl who talked about dreaming of Green Gummy Bears last night...
I also approached a pair, two fair-haired guys, who talked about nothing but numbers... and frankly, I couldn't catch on.
Tonight, I'll be sleeping in an inn (which hopefully won't catch fire). I remember walking in on a wrong room a while ago, and seeing twin brothers, sleeping comfortably together like babies. It was sweet (they were onyly children!)... And it made me wonder about Linus. We..don't talk. Nor do we see much of each other. Hmmm... Those twins sure are lucky to have each other.
I think I will fall asleep thinking of Linus...
Sunday, January 10, 2010
Day EIGHT : Making the most out of what I can do
Day Eight ; January 10, 2010 ; Sunday
Okay... Looks like we're somehow back to square one. I would be trying to adjust again, because I'm going to a whole new planet and things...
Hm... I'm having a space ship feeling. And when I say space ship feeling, I mean wanting to run away, become hysteric and get strapped to my seat. And I don't really want that to happen, by hey, that's how I'm feeling.
Wow... I'm such a coward. I guess that'll be a part of me or something?
Ah well... SO what do I expect to see? Hm. Well, I expect to see doubles, of course, and I've been wanting to see an Andromedian royal family. So I'm planning to actually go to the centre, even though London said it was impossible. Well this man here will make it POSSIBLE. Ha! (I'm optimistic??)
Hmm... What else do I expect? Well I always thought of Nether as some sort of a dessert-y planet. I wonder if it is... And I think everyone will be wearing the native clothes, too! Maybe I should buy those nativey clothes. I've always thought they looked cool. I mean, I brought some native clothes from Artemis. Hey... Why not buy native clothes from every planet I will visit? That seems cool! :)
Wow. I seem very light today. I feel really happy. But awhile ago, early in the am, I started sweating real hard, and I could see stars everywhere (I don't mean stars literally)... I almost fainted. Damn, that statement makes me seem weak. Oh well. Maybe I'm not as strong as everyone thinks I am? Hey wait! I used to be very very weak two years ago. It was like I was being drained everytime.
I don't know why, but I feel that Nethers will be snobbish. Maybe because London shows that kind of image? I don't know. Well I have been friendless for such a long time now, I hope people will talk to me this time. That makes me nervous. I am actually shy. (I am! No one dare deny that!!) It makes me fidgety and movey and all that. Ah well... I'll just make the most out of what I can do...
Okay... Looks like we're somehow back to square one. I would be trying to adjust again, because I'm going to a whole new planet and things...
Hm... I'm having a space ship feeling. And when I say space ship feeling, I mean wanting to run away, become hysteric and get strapped to my seat. And I don't really want that to happen, by hey, that's how I'm feeling.
Wow... I'm such a coward. I guess that'll be a part of me or something?
Ah well... SO what do I expect to see? Hm. Well, I expect to see doubles, of course, and I've been wanting to see an Andromedian royal family. So I'm planning to actually go to the centre, even though London said it was impossible. Well this man here will make it POSSIBLE. Ha! (I'm optimistic??)
Hmm... What else do I expect? Well I always thought of Nether as some sort of a dessert-y planet. I wonder if it is... And I think everyone will be wearing the native clothes, too! Maybe I should buy those nativey clothes. I've always thought they looked cool. I mean, I brought some native clothes from Artemis. Hey... Why not buy native clothes from every planet I will visit? That seems cool! :)
Wow. I seem very light today. I feel really happy. But awhile ago, early in the am, I started sweating real hard, and I could see stars everywhere (I don't mean stars literally)... I almost fainted. Damn, that statement makes me seem weak. Oh well. Maybe I'm not as strong as everyone thinks I am? Hey wait! I used to be very very weak two years ago. It was like I was being drained everytime.
I don't know why, but I feel that Nethers will be snobbish. Maybe because London shows that kind of image? I don't know. Well I have been friendless for such a long time now, I hope people will talk to me this time. That makes me nervous. I am actually shy. (I am! No one dare deny that!!) It makes me fidgety and movey and all that. Ah well... I'll just make the most out of what I can do...
Saturday, January 9, 2010
Day FIVE : Day SIX : Day SEVEN!!
Day Five ; January 7, 2010 ; Thursday
Hm... I've been thinking a lot lately. I think it's nice to have someone think of you... I mean, maybe somewhere out there, someone is thinking of me? Doubt it. Everyone's selfish and busy with their own lives...
But it's nice to have friends (Random thought)... I remember Christmas, and how the five of us (Me, Zonvelf, Luca, Jan, Hugo, Alfie) just had fun. It's been a long time since we saw each other again. I was kind of scared that maybe it won't be the same before...but it was completely the same...
Hugo and Alfie and Luca all go to the same school and are on the same town, so I can imagine the bond between them. Me and Zonvelf go waaay back, and we are going to school in WCA. We only got separated through the break. Jan, even though he goes to different places everytime, sometimes drops by our town in Apollo... But him and Luca are very close, and we all love Jan because there's no reason to not love him.
I wonder if they're thinking about me like I do them...
Day Six ; January 8, 2010 ; Friday
A fire broke out in the inn... And fires are usually a bad thing, but this time it is oddly a good thing. I was able to help all the inners get out of the building, so I've gain their trust or something. And for the first time, the girls are actually okay with talking to me. Which is a very strange experience... I am so used to them avoiding me already... And I'm not exactly a big fan of girls (they have cooties)... and I don't like being crowded like that....
So is this the purpose of my journey? To find out that I'm claustrophobic? That sucks.
Day Seven ; January 9, 2010 ; Saturday
So this is the end of my trip here in Artemis. It's kinda sad since I've only started talking to people here. They have very different ways of thinking.
I am not saying I'm going to miss Artemis, since it's been a not-so-great experience, really...but I guess it's a place I won't forget and will remember to visit again.
I've learnt a lot this week, anyway. I don't know if it's about me, really, but at least I learned.
Gosh. What is with this nauseating feeling? I'm not even in the space ship yet.
Anyway... To sum it all up, Artemis is a place of wild. The girls practically show more flesh than needed. And seeing flesh is a good way to warm up in the winter, if you know what I mean... But, meh, I'm not the kind of guy who is easily tempted by things like that. I mean, I enjoy it, yes. But, I dunno, girls creep me out and they are sort of scary in a very violent way. I guess if I'm going to marry a girl, she would have to be gentle and soft and things like that. I do not like aggressive. No sirry!
Well, here comes my ride. I will be in the ship until tomorrow, I think. Next stop; Nether Planet. London told me what a great place it is... I can't wait. Maybe I'll even get to see that queen she mentioned.
Come to think of it, I never saw the royal family of Artemis. Hmmm....
Hm... I've been thinking a lot lately. I think it's nice to have someone think of you... I mean, maybe somewhere out there, someone is thinking of me? Doubt it. Everyone's selfish and busy with their own lives...
But it's nice to have friends (Random thought)... I remember Christmas, and how the five of us (Me, Zonvelf, Luca, Jan, Hugo, Alfie) just had fun. It's been a long time since we saw each other again. I was kind of scared that maybe it won't be the same before...but it was completely the same...
Hugo and Alfie and Luca all go to the same school and are on the same town, so I can imagine the bond between them. Me and Zonvelf go waaay back, and we are going to school in WCA. We only got separated through the break. Jan, even though he goes to different places everytime, sometimes drops by our town in Apollo... But him and Luca are very close, and we all love Jan because there's no reason to not love him.
I wonder if they're thinking about me like I do them...
Day Six ; January 8, 2010 ; Friday
A fire broke out in the inn... And fires are usually a bad thing, but this time it is oddly a good thing. I was able to help all the inners get out of the building, so I've gain their trust or something. And for the first time, the girls are actually okay with talking to me. Which is a very strange experience... I am so used to them avoiding me already... And I'm not exactly a big fan of girls (they have cooties)... and I don't like being crowded like that....
So is this the purpose of my journey? To find out that I'm claustrophobic? That sucks.
Day Seven ; January 9, 2010 ; Saturday
So this is the end of my trip here in Artemis. It's kinda sad since I've only started talking to people here. They have very different ways of thinking.
I am not saying I'm going to miss Artemis, since it's been a not-so-great experience, really...but I guess it's a place I won't forget and will remember to visit again.
I've learnt a lot this week, anyway. I don't know if it's about me, really, but at least I learned.
Gosh. What is with this nauseating feeling? I'm not even in the space ship yet.
Anyway... To sum it all up, Artemis is a place of wild. The girls practically show more flesh than needed. And seeing flesh is a good way to warm up in the winter, if you know what I mean... But, meh, I'm not the kind of guy who is easily tempted by things like that. I mean, I enjoy it, yes. But, I dunno, girls creep me out and they are sort of scary in a very violent way. I guess if I'm going to marry a girl, she would have to be gentle and soft and things like that. I do not like aggressive. No sirry!
Well, here comes my ride. I will be in the ship until tomorrow, I think. Next stop; Nether Planet. London told me what a great place it is... I can't wait. Maybe I'll even get to see that queen she mentioned.
Come to think of it, I never saw the royal family of Artemis. Hmmm....
Wednesday, January 6, 2010
Day FOUR : The Not Retarded Entry
Day four : January 6, 2010 : Wednesday
I'm sleeping in an inn today, and I have never tasted such lovely food in my life. Maybe it's the fact I'm hungry and haven't eaten for three days, but maybe these girls just know their ingredients. The girls in the inn are not unfriendly, but they are not willing to talk. The inn keeper is nice, though, and we talked a bit. She is very interested in foreigners since it's hard to get out of Artemis to go and travel (if you're an Artemisian).
I finally reached the center. I saw the statue of Artemis, and I couldn't help thinking about Lala. I remembered that she taught me how to handle a bow and arrow. Of course, I haven't progressed much, but at least I'm not clueless. Archery is important here, so I've observed. Almost everyone is carrying a bow with them. It seems that they believe that Artemis will guide them though archery. These are very religious people, these Artemisians. They sure as hell aren't the friendliest of people, but they have a lot of team work.
Today was also sort of lively. The peacefulness of Artemis happens only in the woods...the towns are really lively! I went around the town today and found that there are only five towns tops in Artemis. There are stoney roads leading to each from the center, and dammit, I should've been told about this by that Sapce Port girl. It is beautiful here, and I almost think that it is the exact opposite of Apollo...
Although we have winter in Apollo, it is much much warmer than Artemis. And we are very cheerful people, and like to run around causing havoc and shouting and having fun. But we are rather disciplined inside towns, since we have a lot of temples for Apollo, and silence is important.
Something that I noticed wierd above all, though, is the feeling I get at night and whenever I look at the moon. I can feel something crawling in my skin... And it wakes me up, like it's trying to exhaust me in the morning. Maybe because Artemis is the goddess of the moon? Maybe...
Well, right now I want to sleep in my comfy expensive room.
I'm sleeping in an inn today, and I have never tasted such lovely food in my life. Maybe it's the fact I'm hungry and haven't eaten for three days, but maybe these girls just know their ingredients. The girls in the inn are not unfriendly, but they are not willing to talk. The inn keeper is nice, though, and we talked a bit. She is very interested in foreigners since it's hard to get out of Artemis to go and travel (if you're an Artemisian).
I finally reached the center. I saw the statue of Artemis, and I couldn't help thinking about Lala. I remembered that she taught me how to handle a bow and arrow. Of course, I haven't progressed much, but at least I'm not clueless. Archery is important here, so I've observed. Almost everyone is carrying a bow with them. It seems that they believe that Artemis will guide them though archery. These are very religious people, these Artemisians. They sure as hell aren't the friendliest of people, but they have a lot of team work.
Today was also sort of lively. The peacefulness of Artemis happens only in the woods...the towns are really lively! I went around the town today and found that there are only five towns tops in Artemis. There are stoney roads leading to each from the center, and dammit, I should've been told about this by that Sapce Port girl. It is beautiful here, and I almost think that it is the exact opposite of Apollo...
Although we have winter in Apollo, it is much much warmer than Artemis. And we are very cheerful people, and like to run around causing havoc and shouting and having fun. But we are rather disciplined inside towns, since we have a lot of temples for Apollo, and silence is important.
Something that I noticed wierd above all, though, is the feeling I get at night and whenever I look at the moon. I can feel something crawling in my skin... And it wakes me up, like it's trying to exhaust me in the morning. Maybe because Artemis is the goddess of the moon? Maybe...
Well, right now I want to sleep in my comfy expensive room.
Tuesday, January 5, 2010
Day THREE : To the west
Day three : January 5, 2010 : Tuesday
It's cold in Artemis. I never expected it to be this cold... It must be because it's winter, though.
So I spent the day looking for the center of the planet because I wanted to see the statue of Artemis. I am not there yet... I can feel that I'm almost there though. Maybe I'll reach it in time tomorrow.
I have never felt so discriminated in my life. I mean, yeah, Neptune has some serious discrimination with all the creatures there shouting "Normy" at me...But hey! At least I'm normal...
In Artemis... everyone looks at you like you're a mad man, waiting to attack. I feel like I'm under surveilance everywhere I go. There are always EYES following me, and it's beginning to be creepy.
The place is also so peaceful. Well, mostly cause I'm surrounded by trees right now... but there are gils everywhere, and not one is willing to chit chat with me. There are also a lot of river here, and deers. The deers are my only friends... And so far the only girl I have spoken to is that girl in the space port. She was the one who told me to go west to reach the center of the planet..
Now I shall sleep... because yesterday, insomnia climbed up my sleeping bag.
It's cold in Artemis. I never expected it to be this cold... It must be because it's winter, though.
So I spent the day looking for the center of the planet because I wanted to see the statue of Artemis. I am not there yet... I can feel that I'm almost there though. Maybe I'll reach it in time tomorrow.
I have never felt so discriminated in my life. I mean, yeah, Neptune has some serious discrimination with all the creatures there shouting "Normy" at me...But hey! At least I'm normal...
In Artemis... everyone looks at you like you're a mad man, waiting to attack. I feel like I'm under surveilance everywhere I go. There are always EYES following me, and it's beginning to be creepy.
The place is also so peaceful. Well, mostly cause I'm surrounded by trees right now... but there are gils everywhere, and not one is willing to chit chat with me. There are also a lot of river here, and deers. The deers are my only friends... And so far the only girl I have spoken to is that girl in the space port. She was the one who told me to go west to reach the center of the planet..
Now I shall sleep... because yesterday, insomnia climbed up my sleeping bag.
Monday, January 4, 2010
Day TWO : Tomorrow is not today.
Day Two : January 4, 2010 : Monday
The sky looks dreamy
and I feel magical under the tree,
thinking of the shadows that it must be casting upon me.
I have given the moon my hours of sleep;
it is impossible...
I can feel this strong force under my skin;
it makes sleep impossible.
I am frightened. (I am a coward?) I don't want the sun to come up...
The moon has been my muse.
And niether ladies nor lake would have me here, nor keep me company.
To the west, to the west...
And still, I'm heading to the west,
through grass, and mud, and trees a like.
It was horrible and I am frightened
that when the sun comes up and greets me,
I will find out that tomorrow is an extension of today.
And more than anything, I hate for this day to extend.
The sky looks dreamy
and I feel magical under the tree,
thinking of the shadows that it must be casting upon me.
I have given the moon my hours of sleep;
it is impossible...
I can feel this strong force under my skin;
it makes sleep impossible.
I am frightened. (I am a coward?) I don't want the sun to come up...
The moon has been my muse.
And niether ladies nor lake would have me here, nor keep me company.
To the west, to the west...
And still, I'm heading to the west,
through grass, and mud, and trees a like.
It was horrible and I am frightened
that when the sun comes up and greets me,
I will find out that tomorrow is an extension of today.
And more than anything, I hate for this day to extend.
Sunday, January 3, 2010
Day ONE..technically....
Day One : January 3, 2010 : Sunday
So yeah. Hi. I was tempted, more than twice, to run away from the space ship, or at least run home and pack some stuff. But yeah, I'm on the space ship, a little jumpy, but the peanuts are sensational. Technically, all I have with me is some money and bag. In the bag, all I have is a spare clothing. Just one. And, I think I may have packed a compass somewhere there? And I also have this phone which I will use to blog.
Yeah. Who knew that space can be so...dark? I mean, I think I only paid attention to it now. Looking at it sort of relaxes me. And I have no idea how many times I fell asleep, then awoke again. I mean, it's like insomnia inside the spase ship...within a day. Yeah, well I've been trying to relax myself. I am strapped to my seat by that nasty stewardess. She's so grumpy it makes me want to spit on her. So, yeah. It's so boring to try to entertain myself with the ever-darkening space.... Andromeda has a lot of thing flying about... and I felt a gaping hole in my stomach as I watched Apollo disappear from sight.
What ever could I expect in Artemis, anyway? It's probably just like Apollo, only with girls. Maybe I should try to have fun there... a little bit? I mean, I've never takin any girl seriously anyway. (I doubt I will in just one week, though)... Maybe that's my problem?
Well, it really felt like prison to have to be strapped in your seat, and keep quiet agaisnt your will. I think anyone would agree with me.
And everyone has been staring at me oddly throughout the whole trip--they are still staring actually...like I'm some kind of loon bin. I don't blame them, though. I would stare like that, too, had someone else displayed my foolishness in this ship. Maybe I shouldn't mention my crazy behaviours for the past 24 hours, eh?
Well... I think I see Artemis. Hm... Who knew it was blue? I mean, Apollo is yellowish-brown.... why would Artemis be blue?
Ah well. At least I'll get out of this seat. Wish me luck.
So yeah. Hi. I was tempted, more than twice, to run away from the space ship, or at least run home and pack some stuff. But yeah, I'm on the space ship, a little jumpy, but the peanuts are sensational. Technically, all I have with me is some money and bag. In the bag, all I have is a spare clothing. Just one. And, I think I may have packed a compass somewhere there? And I also have this phone which I will use to blog.
Yeah. Who knew that space can be so...dark? I mean, I think I only paid attention to it now. Looking at it sort of relaxes me. And I have no idea how many times I fell asleep, then awoke again. I mean, it's like insomnia inside the spase ship...within a day. Yeah, well I've been trying to relax myself. I am strapped to my seat by that nasty stewardess. She's so grumpy it makes me want to spit on her. So, yeah. It's so boring to try to entertain myself with the ever-darkening space.... Andromeda has a lot of thing flying about... and I felt a gaping hole in my stomach as I watched Apollo disappear from sight.
What ever could I expect in Artemis, anyway? It's probably just like Apollo, only with girls. Maybe I should try to have fun there... a little bit? I mean, I've never takin any girl seriously anyway. (I doubt I will in just one week, though)... Maybe that's my problem?
Well, it really felt like prison to have to be strapped in your seat, and keep quiet agaisnt your will. I think anyone would agree with me.
And everyone has been staring at me oddly throughout the whole trip--they are still staring actually...like I'm some kind of loon bin. I don't blame them, though. I would stare like that, too, had someone else displayed my foolishness in this ship. Maybe I shouldn't mention my crazy behaviours for the past 24 hours, eh?
Well... I think I see Artemis. Hm... Who knew it was blue? I mean, Apollo is yellowish-brown.... why would Artemis be blue?
Ah well. At least I'll get out of this seat. Wish me luck.
Saturday, January 2, 2010
Project BEE go!
I am in a little panic, yeah. I haven't realized that TOMORROW is the big day and I have nothing planned. I don't even ave anything packed yet. But then again, maybe I shoudn't really bring anything with me. I mean, it's dead or alive, really. This is a test of survival, a call for some sort of change, something to shape me and make me stronger.... But becoming stronger isn't really what I'm doing this for. But who knows. Maybe I'm a strong guy after all.
So, here's the laylout of my journey:
Sundays - Expectations and my journey toward the planet I am supposed to enter.
Saturdays - Conclusions and my journey out of the planet I was in.
1st week (Jan. 3 - Jan. 9) - Artemis
2nd week (Jan. 10 - Jan. 16) - Nether
3rd week (Jan. 17 - Jan. 23) - Pluto
4th week (Jan. 24 - Jan. 30) - Neptune
5th week (Jan. 31 - Feb. 6) - Uranus
6th week (Feb. 7 - Feb. 13) - Saturn
7th week (Feb. 14 - Feb. 20) - Jupiter
8th week (Feb. 21 - Feb. 27) - Mars
9th week (Feb. 28 - Mar. 6) - Earth
10th week (Mar.7 - Mar.13) - Venus
11th week (Mar. 14 - Mar. 20) - Mercury
12th week (Mar. 21 - Mar. 27) - Sun
13th week (Mar. 28 - Apr. 3) - Toward The Terra!
And thus, I have asked Errol to put a layout for me. I mean, you didn't really think I'd go through all that trouble, right? I mean, Errol was more than willing to do it for me. He said something about wanting to do something for me, since he's going to be thankful for me in the future. I don't know what he means, but I guess I need to see him somewhere in the future... oh well.
So, here's the laylout of my journey:
Sundays - Expectations and my journey toward the planet I am supposed to enter.
Saturdays - Conclusions and my journey out of the planet I was in.
1st week (Jan. 3 - Jan. 9) - Artemis
2nd week (Jan. 10 - Jan. 16) - Nether
3rd week (Jan. 17 - Jan. 23) - Pluto
4th week (Jan. 24 - Jan. 30) - Neptune
5th week (Jan. 31 - Feb. 6) - Uranus
6th week (Feb. 7 - Feb. 13) - Saturn
7th week (Feb. 14 - Feb. 20) - Jupiter
8th week (Feb. 21 - Feb. 27) - Mars
9th week (Feb. 28 - Mar. 6) - Earth
10th week (Mar.7 - Mar.13) - Venus
11th week (Mar. 14 - Mar. 20) - Mercury
12th week (Mar. 21 - Mar. 27) - Sun
13th week (Mar. 28 - Apr. 3) - Toward The Terra!
And thus, I have asked Errol to put a layout for me. I mean, you didn't really think I'd go through all that trouble, right? I mean, Errol was more than willing to do it for me. He said something about wanting to do something for me, since he's going to be thankful for me in the future. I don't know what he means, but I guess I need to see him somewhere in the future... oh well.