OMA!

...Oh my Apollo.

I was...I have been... No, I am... Really self-absorbed. How could I have missed such an obvious trait? What the hell is wrong with me?
I was reading this book and it was explaining in small details about the relationship of the characters with each other... And so it got me thinking with my relationship with the others then and now... The first person who entered my mind was Saki.

and boy was my mind a blank.

I really don't speak to her anymore. How can our relationship be described? Not only her, too. I've lost contact with most of my friends before. I've been so busy about thinking of myself, lately, that I'm not even thinking at all! :o... I need to spend time with people. :(

Guitar

So... I've been bored with nothing to do. And I've been waiting for reports from Zonvelf (see his blog for more information).

And since I was SO bored, I decided to play the guitar. I am the lead guitar in the HB's, after all. I tried playing "I like it" by Iglesias... but... It's not going too gracefully. :-(

Well, all the other songs are going great so I'm still in high spirits! :-)

I made a video!

I made a video of some of the picture of 2009 - 2010. It was pretty fun. :-D I have plenty of videos recorded from the past, so do look forward to seeing those, too. :-)

More to come ;-)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aqLLNZKl93M

Here's the link! NOW PRESS IT! :-[)

I have stars in my eyes

... About a week ago, Jan told me that I have a star in my eye... And it kind of confused me and stuck to me, so I've been wasting my time during class trying to understand what he meant by that. And up until now, I still don't get him... What did he mean?

I gave up in the end and decided to just ask him what he meant. But then, when I went to house C so that I can talk to him and things... I over-heard him talking to the phone. I was going to leave, but... it just, it got interesting. He was talking about feeling down and stuff, and saying things I didn't think he felt... Because, he's always smiling and shit, and he gives off this light sort of feeling...so I can never really tell how he's feeling.

He was talking silently so I couldn't really hear his words clearly, but I could hear him laughing and in the end he said, "You always make me smile, Luca."

... he always what now?
I've known Luca for a long LONG time. I grew up with him in Parthenos. In his house. With his father... You see how close we are?? But he's kind of the passive, quiet, quick-tempered kind... And he's never made me smile before (except when he trips, or does something accidentally that would result to my blackmailing him thus eternally mortifying the poor fucker)... So I have to wonder whether "You always make me smile, Luca." is friendly, or romantic, or erotic, or all of the above... because... I just can't imagine Luca making me (Or Jan, for that matter) smile.

Come to think of it... Jan and Luca never acts lovey-dovey around us. What do they do whenever they're alone??

OMG. My mind is corrupted. NO! MAKE IT STOP! I'M STILL A VIRGIN! I CAN SEE UNICORNS! DON'T TAKE IT AWAY!

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On the side note, after eating dinner, I tried approaching him again about the whole star in my eye thing.
He said: "they say dreamers have stars in their eyes--but poets have galaxies."

who has what now??