I have stars in my eyes

... About a week ago, Jan told me that I have a star in my eye... And it kind of confused me and stuck to me, so I've been wasting my time during class trying to understand what he meant by that. And up until now, I still don't get him... What did he mean?

I gave up in the end and decided to just ask him what he meant. But then, when I went to house C so that I can talk to him and things... I over-heard him talking to the phone. I was going to leave, but... it just, it got interesting. He was talking about feeling down and stuff, and saying things I didn't think he felt... Because, he's always smiling and shit, and he gives off this light sort of feeling...so I can never really tell how he's feeling.

He was talking silently so I couldn't really hear his words clearly, but I could hear him laughing and in the end he said, "You always make me smile, Luca."

... he always what now?
I've known Luca for a long LONG time. I grew up with him in Parthenos. In his house. With his father... You see how close we are?? But he's kind of the passive, quiet, quick-tempered kind... And he's never made me smile before (except when he trips, or does something accidentally that would result to my blackmailing him thus eternally mortifying the poor fucker)... So I have to wonder whether "You always make me smile, Luca." is friendly, or romantic, or erotic, or all of the above... because... I just can't imagine Luca making me (Or Jan, for that matter) smile.

Come to think of it... Jan and Luca never acts lovey-dovey around us. What do they do whenever they're alone??

OMG. My mind is corrupted. NO! MAKE IT STOP! I'M STILL A VIRGIN! I CAN SEE UNICORNS! DON'T TAKE IT AWAY!

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On the side note, after eating dinner, I tried approaching him again about the whole star in my eye thing.
He said: "they say dreamers have stars in their eyes--but poets have galaxies."

who has what now??