charmed

I met Zonvelf in Apollo. I was only eight years old. It's been nine years, hasn't it? What a great friendship. Well, I met him at school, (or possibly, before that, actually) so I don't have much to say. He was the new exchange student... his hair and skin and mannerism were different. The five of us were charmed.

All this talk about love

I don't know what it is... Or, you know, I don't completely understand it.
I mean, Saki said I was her "first love". I didn't even notice, before. I just thought she was annoying. I did think she cared way too much about what I did... but is that what it means? Caring about a person? Is that love?

If that's it, then I think I have someone in mind. My "first love", if I'm not mistaken, was when I was six. Churika left me at some place, in the care of this woman she knew. The woman was kind of cold, and always busy. But she was beautiful... and she took me to some temple every Sunday. She always scolded me when I caused trouble (which is why I grew kind of timid), but I know that she's kind, deep down. I really cared a lot about her. When she wasn't home yet, I wondered where she was...maybe she got into trouble? And I remember giving her a few stuff I randomly found and liked (embarrassing, when I think about it)...I could tell she didn't like them, but she accepted them.
But I was only a silly little boy and she was a fully grown woman. With a huge mansion.

I wonder how she's doing...

Oh Luca

                                                     it's so fucking cute. :>


ahem.
So this blog will be about Luca, because I feel guilty about leaving him out on the previous blog. Luca and I grew up in the same town, and I stayed at their house while my mother was away... so Luca is like a brother to me. And his father is like an uncle, which is what I call him... "uncle"... it feels weird to call him "uncle" now, though, since it's been a long time since I last saw him. And I'm not the same small boy who ran to him all excited and jumping around and things. So... yeah. Awkward.

Luca is a quiet-but-not-shy type of guy. He is mostly passive and in a bad mood. I was a very happy-go-lucky type of kid so we totally clashed. If it were a cartoon, he'd be the smart one and I'd be the stupid one. You know.

Riiight now... we rarely get to talk to each other (we do, of course, but not like back then) because Jan is always hogging him. Whenever I ask about Jan, though, he's very enthusiastic (like, you know, in a reserved kind of way)... He's much verbal about their relationship compared to Jan Jan. Heh. What a shy boy, Jan Jan is.