All this talk about love

I don't know what it is... Or, you know, I don't completely understand it.
I mean, Saki said I was her "first love". I didn't even notice, before. I just thought she was annoying. I did think she cared way too much about what I did... but is that what it means? Caring about a person? Is that love?

If that's it, then I think I have someone in mind. My "first love", if I'm not mistaken, was when I was six. Churika left me at some place, in the care of this woman she knew. The woman was kind of cold, and always busy. But she was beautiful... and she took me to some temple every Sunday. She always scolded me when I caused trouble (which is why I grew kind of timid), but I know that she's kind, deep down. I really cared a lot about her. When she wasn't home yet, I wondered where she was...maybe she got into trouble? And I remember giving her a few stuff I randomly found and liked (embarrassing, when I think about it)...I could tell she didn't like them, but she accepted them.
But I was only a silly little boy and she was a fully grown woman. With a huge mansion.

I wonder how she's doing...