hypnotizing

AAAAAAAAH i'm blushing.
I mean, I'm not even sure if! And, and! And I can't even admit it to myself that I am... with her... and all. ):-| don't push it! And no one say anything!!


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Well, how did I come to like her? It was during High School when I started noticing her more. I was encouraging her about something but she was being a stubborn mule about, so I gave up. But then later she showed up and did something quite amazing and... I guess I admired that part of her. She was brave to do something like that. It's something she loves and enjoys and is willing to do. I was really proud that time.

And then after that, it was everything. I started noticing different things and they're only about her. And I wanted to be closer and things, and I started talking to her more...I couldn't really understand it myself, but there was something in me that was pushing to be around her. Or maybe it's her pull?

And I just like how she's tough and demure all at the same time. And her movements are soft and graceful (because of certain activities in her childhood that I don't dare mention because it will make things obvious and I don't even know why now but I don't want her to know just yet). And most of all, probably, her transformation. Before, she used to only focus on popular stuff and herself and winning and she was bloody aggressive and rude and dumb. But now, well, she's still kind of daft, but she's working hard on improving her brain and I can see that! And she's also become nicer ever since she became bent on improving her manners or something.

Not many people can do something like that... like, from being mean to good. That's not something just anybody can do. She's also friendly and her pony tail bounces when she walks. Has anybody else noticed that? her ponytail? Bouncing? It's so...hypnotizing.

children's children's children

actually, i think a lot about this nationality stuff. i mean, after all, i want to be king. and, yeah, i like being Apollonian, but i can't rule Apollo since I'm not a royal-blooded Apollonian. even if I marry our representative, it's impossible to make babies with him. he would never accept me (yes, i think to this extent). i'll have to change my nationality, one day, to the planet i will someday rule. i just...have to find my kingdom.

moving to the actual blog theme, my answer will be heavily based on Paris' blog post about it, since i only finished reading hers. seeing as i have to choose an existing registered independent planet, i will have to go with Venus.

just because i want to experience being a tree.

a tree, and the kind with long life! maybe a 1000? 2000? i'd like to observe and be wise from age and i'd like to see the baby turn into a teen turn into a prince representative turn into a king have kids turn into the next heir and the next heir after their next heir. and i would have plenty to talk about and i would have plenty of time to explore.
and wouldn't it be interesting to be a king that is a tree? it's like, i've lived through my people's children and their children's children. and when they ask about their grandparents, i'd be all like, "Ahh, i remember your parent, child. He was particularly skilled in the arts of the cello. of course, such skills did not come overnight. i still hear the awful scritch-scratch sound he used to make. I always had Herbi the herbalist's great grandfather to cure my headache." And we'd both chuckle and have transparent "good time" bubbles floating around us.

nice thought. :)

Liquor

I drank only twice in my life, and that was during my service in some ship. the doctor told me never to drink again. Affects my health, he said. I don't think drinking that much could get you drunk, so I've never really been drunk. I imagine I can hold my liquor, though. But I will never be able to prove that.