hypnotizing

AAAAAAAAH i'm blushing.
I mean, I'm not even sure if! And, and! And I can't even admit it to myself that I am... with her... and all. ):-| don't push it! And no one say anything!!


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Well, how did I come to like her? It was during High School when I started noticing her more. I was encouraging her about something but she was being a stubborn mule about, so I gave up. But then later she showed up and did something quite amazing and... I guess I admired that part of her. She was brave to do something like that. It's something she loves and enjoys and is willing to do. I was really proud that time.

And then after that, it was everything. I started noticing different things and they're only about her. And I wanted to be closer and things, and I started talking to her more...I couldn't really understand it myself, but there was something in me that was pushing to be around her. Or maybe it's her pull?

And I just like how she's tough and demure all at the same time. And her movements are soft and graceful (because of certain activities in her childhood that I don't dare mention because it will make things obvious and I don't even know why now but I don't want her to know just yet). And most of all, probably, her transformation. Before, she used to only focus on popular stuff and herself and winning and she was bloody aggressive and rude and dumb. But now, well, she's still kind of daft, but she's working hard on improving her brain and I can see that! And she's also become nicer ever since she became bent on improving her manners or something.

Not many people can do something like that... like, from being mean to good. That's not something just anybody can do. She's also friendly and her pony tail bounces when she walks. Has anybody else noticed that? her ponytail? Bouncing? It's so...hypnotizing.