Wednesday, September 28, 2011

the twins

Gaming club's been fun. The Hawk and I make a good team. Of course, everyone else are great, too... But us especially. :D

So I was reading one of Tama's blog and I suddenly remember that Tama is the older twin. It's...kind of weird. But thinking about it seriously, I guess it makes sense. They're both really childish, but Tomo especially. I mean, he did run away from his title and responsibility. And he's causing more trouble in the mafia. And he's just being a real bitch.

...This is what you call backstabbing, isn't it? Hahaha, kidding Tomo! But seriously.

Back when he was gender confused, Tama was a real big brother. Or he was just an incestuous bastard toward his supposedly twin sister. Or, I don't know....maybe he just wanted to be cool to benefit himself. But maybe deep deep deep deep deep inside, he actually cares a bit.

Friday, September 9, 2011

Room 015

Argh!

I was on my way to House D, to visit Zonvelf when it suddenly started pouring heavily. What luck. And to top it all off, Zonvelf was not in House D. Where'd he go?

I didn't want to disturb Tama, Henri and Remy with whatever weirdness they wrapped themselves into, so I headed towards Meygan's room, disgusting as it may sound. I won't do anything, though!!

She and Ari gained quite the fright when I entered, because (a) they were watching a horror movie, because, apparently, that's what she's into right now; and (b) ....well, I guess I'm just scary?
I was welcomed kind of awkwardly but warmly. Of course, I have an ulterior motive for coming to her room, but it's not anything filthy. I wanted to break the awkward tension between from last time.

It kind of worked, and we are kind of back to how we were. And it was a horror movie, too! A scary one. So, typically, in the scary parts, she would cling to me a little and it very much built "the mood". Haaaaa.... This is kind of nice. Maybe I should be more assertive about her, after all?

That aside, Ari was glaring at me the whole time. She makes me feel uneasy.

Thursday, September 8, 2011

hesitant

I'm thinking a lot about love, lately.

Alvin, Reid, Kai and Zonvelf. They're all "lovers", and they're also all "go-getters". They just go for it, win or lose.

But I'm so hesitant? I wonder about that.

Thursday, September 1, 2011

September '11

It's already September, huh? Time is flying by real fast.

Anyway, I joined the Gaming and Lotus club.

The Gaming Club: Errol, Remy and I felt down about the "assassination" thing being a class event. It was our thing, after all. So that depression sort of gave us the idea to create a gaming club, which isn't only limited to one game. I hope to have lots of fun in this club.

The Lotus Club: Honestly, I joined this club because I have an ulterior motive. I joined the club so I could hang out with Henri, since we haven't really been talking much. But then, the ulterior motive expanded to the whole club itself. It's composed of mostly quiet people...so I hope to get to know them more this month.

But why do I feel empty?
Actually, I know the answer.

I feel like helping people out with whatever. Now, you might say that I should've just joined the "goodness" club, but I didn't want to do it collectively as a group....and just because it's my club. I want to do it on my own, you know what I'm saying?

Well, hope that I can help a lot of people this month.