Reading a certain manga, I seriously started thinking about just spitting it out like that. You know, just saying "I love you" and shit like that just to get it over with. I seriously considered it, and I will probably end up in the same boat as Saki...............................so that really made me stand back.
Also, I think I'm really putting a strong front here. I've always always ignored the thought of "falling in love" or "love" in general, so I gave it a long long long long thought as to why. And the most probable reason it that.........the idea embarrasses me. Simple, isn't it? I mean, love will have to eventually lead to all those mushy stuff, otherwise it will not amount to anything. And I guess it gives me an uneasy feeling, and it humiliates me..........for no conceivable reason.
But it really is such a bother. I don't see why I need to pursue and become a "boyfriend"... shouldn't just merely loving be enough? Or is there actually a rule book about these stuff? Cause I'm contented with just the loving part, even if I won't necessarily be her boyfriend. And it's not because I'm a martyr or masochistic.....I'm just not that greedy about it.
4 comments:
There will be a point where you can't control your 'love' for this person and you'd just want to be with her.
Also... are you afraid of the mushy stuff?
-what the hell? what crap are you spouting? You're funny.
-the idea makes me sort of twist 360 degrees.
Oh, I have an idea! Why don't you ask HER for advice on how to court a girl, without saying that it's actually her or something? I think it's a great idea! :D
Yeah! Then you'd know how her though process works. It would be easy for you to know what kind of person she is.
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